My Love Songs

Suddenly love songs make sense.
I'm feeling that I'm acting stupid. Is there any established pattern of talking to your lover? Are there things you can't say to him/her? Hm. I should read more romantic stories, I guess.
I've been cleaning the house today, washed the windows, floor and did some other stuff like that. Do not want to get down to work yet.
I've really caught a cold and I'm slightly coughing, nose is running mildly and my neck hurts. I assume I should pay more attention to open windows at home and in a car. I let myself sleep today.
Well, my reason for procrastination changed but I still can't find the power and enough enthusiasm to prepare for upcoming test and seminars.
It feels like losing myself because I think of completely different things now compared to things I thought before. They are more positive, but still they are awkward and from time to time I feel embarrassed because they are in my head.
Maybe - just maybe - I should talk more to people and blog less because yesterday my old friend helped me when I was feeling down (Thank you! =) ).