My First Kiss

I've realized that I'm writing here mostly on days when I see my beloved one.
Oh, wow. I've just gone to wash my face and actually continued this post in my head. I guess, I should write it before I do something else this morning.
I'm writing about yesterday because on 25th I was exceptionally tired. I've spent 6 hours with my friends talking about how much they drunk at school plus they played a few MTG games. I tried to read my essays for the exam, which is tomorrow. Pretty much FAIL, obviously. I had to leave my car at the Uni because of the severe traffic jam. In the evening we spent more time together. I suppose I should not let him stay so late, but I've always let myself do what I wanted and watched the consequences. So...
He makes quite the same jokes that my bro has been doing for years, so I even cried a little (hope he didn't see that). He does that differently but it still is very offending. I am touchy after all. Well, who isn't.
My tickling does not work on him, which makes me sad.
Ghm, we kissed for the first time. Oh my, I loved that *hysteric laugh* That's everything that goes to the title. But it is the biggest event for me.
Do my posts become more and more romantic and intimate? I will try not to write like that any more. But that what makes my, well, everything right now.
Erm, I guess I should really concentrate on my exams.
Huh, I dreamed of Starcraft game tonight. I wonder why... It surely was not my best experience of the day. Or did we spent more time talking about the game than anything else?
And I want to make a confession. I did not finish reading the book the previous week.
I'm changing so much in so little time that I can feel the old me staying behind, becoming some sort of a frightening creature. It is crawling inside of me, growing and gaining strength to come out at the most unpredictable moment to destroy everything and tell me that it would have been better if I had been alone. I can pretty much feel that. But screw it, I want to become stronger than that creature can ever be. And I know I can for I have the power of my heart and self-confidence through people near me.
I want to write more because yesterday was fun and I though a lot, but I really have to go and learn something for tomorrow after I'm done with the house chores.