My Head Injury

Last Saturday I had my first head trauma.

In my life I've never broken a bone and did not have any serious physical damage. Although, once I had a severe allergic reaction and once I fell into a human-height hole in the floor. But nothing other than that, I really care for my body because I was raised like that by my parents and it's deep inside my philosophy.

So, last Saturday I had food poisoning, which led, due to the additional influence of a foul environment around me at the time, to my faint. I fell on the tiled floor and hit my head. The fall was much smoother because of my dad's intrusion - he grabbed my shoulder.

I did not break anything, but doctors were unsure of my state and proposed an intense medical care at the hospital. We declined this. And it seems that we were right. I did not have symptoms of a concussion. Days have passed and I feel perfectly fine.

During the 15 seconds (as my dad declared) for which I passed out I saw a dream. And a lot of time has passed in it, so I had to concentrate on reality for a while when I regained consciousness. I don't remember clearly what I saw. There were people, who cared - that's what I felt. It was a good dream.

Well, I have changed some of my plans after this Saturday.

The first change goes like this: never ever do anything that will cause additional damage to your body and especially to the brain. Anything can happen without your participation or intent and it can be enough to kill you. So, I will not drink or smoke or put myself in dangerous situations. Because I plan to live forever and I should try to preserve my brain before I will be able to preserve my consciousness in some other way.

The second concerns the previous post. If I die tomorrow I want to be in love with someone - not trying to kill this beautiful thing inside of me. The latter sounds kind of stupid, really. It was unwise to meddle with my own feelings in this way.