Today we (Yui and me) went to the Planetarium to see the stars. Oh, it was so beautiful and joyful, that I felt utterly happy. I would have liked to share this happiness with my friends and family. I hope I will share it with them anyway, because such things stay inside, you are obliged to never let them go anywhere.
Last evening I got the strangest compliment of my life - I've been told that I am warm. At first I thought it was creepy - something that a maniac would tell his victim. The real meaning is still unknown.
I started writing some SF space saga, but I have to think about the world and whether or not there will be AI etc. It's hard to decide all this at once and the world seems to be not solid if not thought-through.
There was a storm with lightning and heavy rain tonight. We ate sushi at that time. Too much sushi for me this week. Though, they are never quite enough. This week I've spent like half of the money (or more) that I used to spend during the whole month two years ago.
About time travel. There was this side of a plot in the book by R. Bach (plus, it is a common concept, but who cares) that asked the reader of what he would have told himself at a certain moment of his life. Like when he was 20 or 40? Yeah. Before I have thought that I don't have anything to say myself, because I did not make any serious mistakes (well, except eating that cheesecake and drinking that juice, or something...). But now I know what I would have liked to tell myself at the age of 17. Embrace your life and opportunities. I will not say what have led me to this thought, because it can become a regret based on a non-existent possibility in the past, which is unhealthy. But this one advice, if taken seriously, would have changed my life dramatically. At least, I will try to follow it now and live my life to the fullest. Actually, I can not imagine my life in a few years. Months - yes, but not years. Together with the fact that my pupils differ in size, this comprises my latest little fear.
But it's alright. I feel happy. Everything's fine. Noone has told me that I am not loved this week.
Last evening I got the strangest compliment of my life - I've been told that I am warm. At first I thought it was creepy - something that a maniac would tell his victim. The real meaning is still unknown.
I started writing some SF space saga, but I have to think about the world and whether or not there will be AI etc. It's hard to decide all this at once and the world seems to be not solid if not thought-through.
There was a storm with lightning and heavy rain tonight. We ate sushi at that time. Too much sushi for me this week. Though, they are never quite enough. This week I've spent like half of the money (or more) that I used to spend during the whole month two years ago.
About time travel. There was this side of a plot in the book by R. Bach (plus, it is a common concept, but who cares) that asked the reader of what he would have told himself at a certain moment of his life. Like when he was 20 or 40? Yeah. Before I have thought that I don't have anything to say myself, because I did not make any serious mistakes (well, except eating that cheesecake and drinking that juice, or something...). But now I know what I would have liked to tell myself at the age of 17. Embrace your life and opportunities. I will not say what have led me to this thought, because it can become a regret based on a non-existent possibility in the past, which is unhealthy. But this one advice, if taken seriously, would have changed my life dramatically. At least, I will try to follow it now and live my life to the fullest. Actually, I can not imagine my life in a few years. Months - yes, but not years. Together with the fact that my pupils differ in size, this comprises my latest little fear.
But it's alright. I feel happy. Everything's fine. Noone has told me that I am not loved this week.
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