Normally, I do not wake up at night. Not unless someone wakes me. And I get so irritated that I can't bear the fact that someone else is there with me. I live alone and I'm so used to it that it makes me crazy when people interrupt my day-to-day habits.
Gosh I just need time alone, I know I do. But on the other hand I'm not gonna survive loneliness 'cause I tried that already. It does not work this way for me. But I've got to do something.
Now I understand why people cheat or have affairs. Because they just do not love their partners. Not their spouses, nor lovers. I should stop it for me now and drift off to someone new. I've got 2 more to score before 2013 and my chances are low due to my still pretty high standards.
I don't want to hurt people. And that makes me spineless and weak. I've been through enough pain, though. I fell like I've become accustomed to it and hurting others seem... normal?
Gosh I just need time alone, I know I do. But on the other hand I'm not gonna survive loneliness 'cause I tried that already. It does not work this way for me. But I've got to do something.
Now I understand why people cheat or have affairs. Because they just do not love their partners. Not their spouses, nor lovers. I should stop it for me now and drift off to someone new. I've got 2 more to score before 2013 and my chances are low due to my still pretty high standards.
I don't want to hurt people. And that makes me spineless and weak. I've been through enough pain, though. I fell like I've become accustomed to it and hurting others seem... normal?
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