Friday, November 2, 2012

My Pit

Today was not as good as yesterday. I worked too little and was too lazy. And ate too many sweets. We got quadruple chocolate cheesecake and triple chocolate pie for lunch with a friend. I thought I would throw up gulping it with sugary ginger coffee. Ugh, Starbucks!

People around me are traveling and I am having my boring life. How come no one ever visits me? Not even my parents?

I am pretty sure that my greatest fear is to find myself not feeling anything one day. Not caring, not falling in love, not believing in positive future. And it gives me so much sadness, too. But it's better than nothing.

I want to take a walk.




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