My Dear Blog

Oh, dear blog. I am sorry I don't write here when I am happy, so you only get my negative thoughts.

Today was a good day. Even with smoking and losing sight. I have felt rapture in me. And endless gratitude for life. I feel it more and more each day. I simply look around me or out of the window and happiness fills me from the inside.

Everything is beautiful. It's just that sometimes sadness prevails and I get a little bit (or very) depressed about life and my failed expectations.

But on days like today, I know I can do things. I can succeed in everything. And my life will turn out to be a very happy one. I am certain that I will find the strength I seek now. I will do things that I like more than those that I don't.

And then, maybe, I will start writing again.

But that's about future. And today just rests in the history of good days.

I have finished a book, which was Russian and I liked it. I began reading Good Omens today, too. I think that's going to be a great book, because I want to hug it (and I have not read more than 25 pages yet).

So, my dear blog, as you can see, I live my life in joy. I love my life and everything in it.
I come to you to ease my mind and let the grief and sadness go away. But I know that you want to be positive sometimes, too. So there you go - this post is for you.