I am bored. And that's depressing. I am rarely bored, I always find something to do - read, write, watch, talk.
But nothing seems to excite me today.
My bro had a birthday this week and I did not congratulate him on that properly. He is 27. Living with his girlfriend. He is very very distant now.
Actually I don't know who is really close to me. I had a guy who was and I screwed it with confessing my love to him.
I have a boy who kind of trying to be in a relationship with me. I wish him strength because I don't feel like sharing my world with him.