I gathered the Tolarian Academy at my place on Friday eve. I feel good about it, no matter who opposed. And it went pretty well, too. I'll have to think it through more next time.
I danced a little with him. I really have to learn how to dance. It gives a beautiful feeling of movement. I guess I will ponder over the idea of going to balls at the Uni.
By the way, I miss traveling - I want to see new places! And I miss walks, preferably at the evening or night in the city.
I don't know what faith in the relationship means anymore. Why guys can kiss another girl so freely? Or is it me? Maybe I should stop teasing them, too. Huh. But damn, even if that is not a test of fidelity... When I kissed a girl while dating my bf, I felt so guilty that I could not look him in the eyes. I told him about the kiss and could not kiss him anymore. Because for me it felt like cheating. We broke up shortly after (plus I hugged with another guy, but that was an end for the previous relationship already). Well, another person broke up after we kissed as well. Nevertheless...
Anyway, I want to play mtg better. And I want to find a funky guy and have fun like going everywhere, dancing and enjoying life. An unlimited access to an earlobe might be a good thing, too. But yet, I want a certain person to be that guy. And I know that it is impossible right now. I have regrets in my life now. They may seem artificial and emerged from the offense by the person I loved, but they are here in my mind.
I have understood yet another thing about life: do what you want to do. You should never play with yourself and people. Do what you really want in your heart. Thus you will be yourself and live a happy life. Great advice for me at least.
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