My First Avenger

Last night I've seen the First Avenger movie. Like most of Marvel movies I've enjoyed it. These movies are positive and heroes overcome lots of challenges. So, now I am motivated and pretty much happy.

Last evening was a really nice one. I like the way I feel around the girl with whom I went to the movie. And I am still smiling at these fondue jokes and our hysterical laugh at the cinema. And the boy has told me nice thing, so that now I feel like being in love again. Though, I really should not. I have endured a lot of pain already. I don't want any more.

My parents went fishing. If everything is fine, I'll go with them the next week. I went fishing once or twice in my life and it was at the river. Mom and Dad do their fishing differently, though. They go to artificial lakes, where fish is bred specially for those, who love lazy and fruitful fishing. Anyway, this is part of my 'take every opportunity your life presents you' philosophy (at least I'm trying to adopt it).

I have met with my ex-bf the other day. He told me some unpleasant things. Yup, that's who he is. And he is still not over our break up. He told me he felt like I've used him and threw away. I know he is partly right. But he was a fool, too. He should have appreciated it when I loved him, because I really did. I gave him a lot, everything I could at the time. And losing a girl, who loved him and forgave a lot of things is his mistake. I am not stainless either, I made my mistakes, too. He also said that I did not give him a chance to repair our relationship, but it was too late for us. Plus, he claimed it was a childish act of mine to break up. That's a funny thing, because he agreed that we were not meant to be together. He did not explain any further, and I don't really care. More hate and ugly things could have come out of him. He looks a little bit pitiful while triumphing over his mean and low actions, desperately trying to hurt me. I wish him happiness, but if his happiness can be acquired only by these dark deeds then I don't want him to be around. I have tried to guide him to humanity and brighter thought flow as much as I could. If he did not want to take it, then it's his problem, really. And I have kind of taught him how to drive a car. I gave him more than I should have, I guess, but I was in love - that's what a lover does for his beloved. And it is not his credit that I have changed so much. This victory is all mine! After this talk I will not thank him for every good thing he did to me. He has no right to blame me for anything. That's ridiculous! We were together and now we are not. A lot of time has passed since the break up, too. Our parting was a rational and logical thing to do. For the both of us it was the best outcome. He claimed that I could have made it a happy-end. Oh my, I've tried that, you know. This really was the best timing.