My Last Week of Summer (Result)

I did almost everything that I planned for the last week (still have a lot of questions for exam to work on).

The trip to St. Petersburg was something special for me, on different levels - emotional and physical. I have spent 3 whole days with my companion, we parted only for a few hours. I had so much impressions that it seems that a lot of time had passed since I left. I visited only one museum - of chocolate - and did not visit all these fancy touristic places. I mean, I have seen a lot of them, alright. We even went to Peterhof Palace. But now I can say not only that 'I visited St P' but that 'I know the city'. I could have known it better if I was alone (for I would have used the map more => better orientation). Nevertheless we walked a lot around the city, so I have a solid impression about the streets, architecture and people.

On Sunday I overslept, but woke up just in time to rush for the MTG sealed. I have won one game 2:0 and nothing else. But it is still good, I think. Then we (many of Tolarians were there) ate at Udon and went to Yura's place to play D&D. Then I went to parents to show them half of the photos from the trip (the other half is my companion's and I will get them when we meet again).

I have realized that the trip to St.P. did a good thing for me - I do not feel all these romantic confusing stuff that I've felt before. I was and I am sure that I do not need that now. I want a stable relationship with a beloved and loving person. I am not convinced the way that I was before that being with this one certain guy is the best thing that can happen to me now. I guess that sometime ago it might have been true. But the time has passed and I hope this does not change.

My ex-bf started dating a girl. Watching him making the same mistakes that he did when he dated me is kind of sad. But it's not my business and she is a different person. She might be more tolerant to him, accepting him more for who he is. Moreover, I suppose that the way he acted was kind of cute at first. But I remember the time when it started to irritate me, so I am not jealous at all. I wish them happiness.