Friday, September 24, 2010

My Inability to Think

Over a few years in the past I worked on a great skill - not thinking. Well, it actually was needed back then because my thoughts were physically painful at the certain period of my life. That time has passed but the ability to clear my mind of any thoughts stayed.
I am using it right now. See - I am not even crying.
By the way, for those, who told me not to write in this depressing way any more: this is my life. Even if I wrote here every day, that would not have changed a bit. I do have bright times, times when I am happy and content. But most of my time I am this stressed student, struggling to live her life the most appropriate way (or just the way she can).
Overall, I am OK. OK is the only thing I can say about myself today.
Everything's fine.

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