Friday, September 3, 2010

His Words and Deeds

If he says things that differ from those, I want to hear, what does it mean? If he does things I don't want him to do, what is going to happen? If he chooses the wrong thing, what can I do?

Should I ask him to give up his hobby for me? Will he do it? Should I chase him, wait for him, seek and plan our meetings?

It's just that sometimes you want to feel you are the most valuable thing in your lover's life. Even if this is a lie, it's better to realize you've been deceived while you felt good than to know you are deceived occasionally and feel permanently bad.

How can you make him understand that what he does with his time is not the right way for a grown-up man to lead his life? How come I have overcome watching anime and tv series while I am a few years younger?

Why are we so different?

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