I had to stay overnight at his place. Oh, his cunning little plans, which I did not see through quite right. It was mentally terrible to stay at someone's place. I did not even have a toothbrush. But oh wasn't it good. It was cute to see him wanting to be just beside me. He is so loveable, I don't know what to do. Well, if I wasn't a girl... Anyway, it was something absolutely new for me.
And in the morning he was quite irritated and he eventually told me that I make him sad acting like I didn't want to stay and didn't like it. Oh my, I really thought that it was a joyful morning, while he was bragging about how dull it was, getting his stuff for work. With that kind of attitude, how people manage the life? Yeah, I know it's been easy for me up till now, but happiness is to be achieved. Nah, I don't really know how to say those things. But I want to make people happy, I want them to get up in the morning and think about how beautiful everything is. It's a pity he does not see things the way I do. Well, he does not have depressions like I do but come on.
I slept throughout the day, my head unexplainably (no such word in a dictionary) hurts. Maybe that's because I think about life too hard.
I got excellent for the exam again. And after that I said a compliment to a stranger for the first time. And I loved it. It was that girl (she was in her mid-30-s maybe), she was there, giving ads for a shop and she looked so cool, that it just slipped from my mouth. Well, now I know how to raise my mood to the highest level in 15 seconds. Plus you make somebody happy, too. So, it's even.
I just want to say, that whatever is to come, I love this world.
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
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