Sunday, March 1, 2009

Watashi no Zetsuboushita

I am nothing. I have lost faith in myself.
I don't know how to speak English properly
I make mistakes in Russian
I can't dance
I am in love with my professor
I feel sick being with people because of my low self-appraisal
I am lazy and hesitating
I stopped writing
I can't remember stuff well
I am offended when I do not know/remember something
I eat too much
I do not fulfil my plans
I think unnecessary thoughts
I suck at University
I am afraid to change something and I wake up to the same music for almost a year
I can't draw well
I am jealous of people who do not even care about me much

I've just caused the server to break down with some smoke going out of it and I am in despair. I think that everything I do is pointless and brings only distraction and pain.

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