The more I think about it, the more I understand that my inner fears keep me from doing my best. I am afraid of getting better. For example, I gave up writing for a while now, and I am sure that is not some sort of a 'block' because sometimes I just would sit and write through evening and night going to the 7 a.m. But now I am not and why's that? Because I am afraid that I will not improve. That is ridiculously foolish thoughts.
Coming to understand this, what do I do next? Get down to writing and not fearing anymore?
P.S. I am no good at Spanish yet. But I feel kind of happy as I can understand spoken foreign language quite well.
By the way, today I was in the library and it was fun as I looked through the encyclopaedias for the information on my University work. I can't clearly say that I was having fun, but I think that I had not done any researches on my own (and for myself) for a while.
No comments:
Post a Comment