Tuesday, January 20, 2009

My depressed life

Naaah. Whatever.
Ok, I will write about this, noone is reading this, so it's ok (used 'this' and 'ok' twice which shows my perfect dictionary).
I've been sleepy today as well. If that will go on I will go to sleep eventually and will not wake up some day. Just kidding, I woke up myself today (because I did not set up an alarm intentionally - ой зряя - and woke up around 1 p.m.
My accomplishments today:
- thought about how I hate myself for not doing anything
- re-watched a few episodes of Stellvia just to rise my spirits (didn't help actually)
- tried to sleep for half an hour but my bro's music did not let me and I was too embarrassed to ask him to reduce the volume x_x
- watched two episodes of Hyakko (I can't even watch anime properly, I would have watched it all yesterday if I had taken it more seriously)
- feared everything
- washed dishes (haha, great accomplishment)
- I feel frustrated right now because I want to rely on smth, I want somebody to comfort me instead of comforting others and giving them inspiration. I feel so down asking for other's help and getting it and not being grateful and not accepting it...

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