The time of happiness has come and gone. I still feel good, but much calmer now. I try to persuade myself that I am still happy all the time. But in reality I got irritated and frustrated today, which did not happen last week even for a second.

The guy who loves me gives me a certain amount of uneasiness.

My system of belief in the existence of natural law and natural rights of a person (e.g. to live) was criticized today by a professor. I was the only one in class to raise my hand for I really do believe that we have the right to live from the day we are born to the day of death. And it can not be encroached by anything or anyone. Professor said that it is a fiction and actually just crap made up in 18th century to justify the intended fall of the absolute monarchy.

On the bright side I have thought about the new book that I started writing on the spur of a moment some time ago. Now I have a thorough timeline, characters relations, main plot events and even the possible sequel (ok, maybe just a hole in the plot).

I eat a lot of candies and chocolate and nice stuff. Too much, I suppose. I should revive some of the habits I used to have - like minding my diet and sleep.