Wednesday, February 15, 2012

My Time to Remember

I should remember this time for I have never felt better. Everything in this life brings me joy. Every little tiny thing.
This might be connected to my recent enrollment into fandoms of Supernatural and Sherlock (BBC) through tumblr. Being a part of somethings brings security and peace to humans, obviously.
Or maybe I should put it another way - nothing brings me down. Well, almost nothing. For instance, yesterday I put a picture on the wall in social network and I knew it would be removed, but I did that anyway. The wave of sadness was overwhelming. And then I realized that I had an important experience. Don't do things that will make you sad. It sounds simple, but I dare you to try to understand and follow this advice.
Last week I have read a book which I feel to be of a great value to me. This was a book from the series 'Chronicles of Echo' by Max Frei. His works have always been appealing, but this one told me things I was ready to hear. This should probably be added to my list of things that came on time.
And last week was kind of dedicated to cherishing my relationships. With parents, who came to see me when I was ill and brought me food. I had a few long talks with father on the phone. And there was this St. Valentine's day and I drew a picture with "Family does not end with blood" as a tagline and gave it to two people. I meant it, really. I'm not so sure about one of the receiver, but the other one, for sure, is my family. Well, my real family has always been some strange thing, you might say, but still. And I said 'I love you' a few times. I am lucky to have somebody to whom I can actually say those words. I would also be a great fool not to be happy to be told the same back.

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