My Love Life

It's been a while since I wrote everything here, so just bear with one more post.
What's been on my mind for a few weeks now is that I don't want to hurt my boyfriend, and I want to be friends with him, but we need to part.
I don't really know what to say. We have different views on things. I am afraid to be dragged more in his way of life, because it contradicts with mine.
I want to find a soulmate. I want to be able to read to him and listen to his reading. I want his to come to me when I'm in need. My bf is full of excuses of how he thought that it would have been good to do some things for me. I need more romance in my life. I want to be loved, and I don't feel it with him. I want him to care for me, but it seems that he cares for himself more than for anybody. And the way he behaves at home is just not tolerable.
Those may be banal things but they are important to me.
I can't say that he is a bad person - no. It's just that I want to try something else. And I know, that will be better for me.
He needs to learn how to care for others and I'm not sure I can help him with that anymore.
It's not that simple, though. I still have feelings for him. And I will always have them, alright.
Nevertheless the time will come for this, too.