I can guess why I haven't posted a list of goals for this year.
Frankly, I am tired of this. I am never going to learn French or travel more or change for the better. Because there is still that thing in me. This darkness is evolving, it does not seem to let me go. I can forget about it, I can avoid these feelings, but this will come back.
I will never become the person I am not. Even if I try to wake up earlier, to eat healthier something will meddle with it.
Dad told me that I'd better study from 8 to 12 in the morning, because that's the most productive time of the day for the brain.
I woke up at 1 p.m. today. It was after I ignored 4 alarms in the morning.
I want to think about life more. But I waste my time instead.
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