That's how I feel tonight.

I feel miserable. No regrets, but I want miracles in my life.
And my life right now seems unbearably disgusting. Because I imagined a better one.

But I know how it works for me. I just have to have a good long sleep. And I will have dreams that will take me far far away. And I will never be the same yet again.

So yeah.

Misery and pride is what I'm made of tonight.