Nah, it's not talking to friends, it's not a hot shower, not reading or lousy singing to the music - it's only one thing that can help me bring serenity to my mind. Writing everything that comes up in my aching head really should help. I believe so.
So, I was lying in the bed, trying to get a much needed rest, and I was writing a letter to a boy. The boy. I could sing him 'You could be my unintended' tonight. But it has always been more like something from Blink 182.
My letter would probably go like that:
My dear N,
This letter is full of deeply emotional things. I would like you to read it, though you are free to ignore it or save for later. But this is what I feel like.
Remember how you have put your name on my arm and thus I became yours and yours only? This is not going to fade away.
I know that you have a romantic soul. And I believe that you were waiting for something like this to happen, wishing for an incredible and outstanding event in your life. I guess that is why you have already had this kind of relationship before. Your heart was looking for this, longing for this.
Generally I am not superstitious or religious, but I can't help thinking that we were meant to meet and develop a relationship we had. It was a sheer miracle, don't you think? All the world kept bringing us together, moving us closer to each other. And we carefully built a new shining house on the foundation of our past, our dreams and inspirations. It is ridiculous indeed how fast we have grown to care for each other, how much passion and chemistry was between us. I want to think that we had this chance for some reason and we can't just let it slip away like that.
I do not suggest we deny everything else in our lives - this would be foolish at the very least. Not today, not tomorrow - but sometime we can make it work. We are capable of many wonderful things. And we have already proved this once, we can bend the Universe so we would have another chance. Together we can reign over the kingdom of our own creation. I want you to remember what we have already had. Can you imagine how good it can be in the future?
Yours and yours only,
X. R. L.
I should probably resume my work on the novel. This can help my coming back.
So, I was lying in the bed, trying to get a much needed rest, and I was writing a letter to a boy. The boy. I could sing him 'You could be my unintended' tonight. But it has always been more like something from Blink 182.
My letter would probably go like that:
My dear N,
This letter is full of deeply emotional things. I would like you to read it, though you are free to ignore it or save for later. But this is what I feel like.
Remember how you have put your name on my arm and thus I became yours and yours only? This is not going to fade away.
I know that you have a romantic soul. And I believe that you were waiting for something like this to happen, wishing for an incredible and outstanding event in your life. I guess that is why you have already had this kind of relationship before. Your heart was looking for this, longing for this.
Generally I am not superstitious or religious, but I can't help thinking that we were meant to meet and develop a relationship we had. It was a sheer miracle, don't you think? All the world kept bringing us together, moving us closer to each other. And we carefully built a new shining house on the foundation of our past, our dreams and inspirations. It is ridiculous indeed how fast we have grown to care for each other, how much passion and chemistry was between us. I want to think that we had this chance for some reason and we can't just let it slip away like that.
I do not suggest we deny everything else in our lives - this would be foolish at the very least. Not today, not tomorrow - but sometime we can make it work. We are capable of many wonderful things. And we have already proved this once, we can bend the Universe so we would have another chance. Together we can reign over the kingdom of our own creation. I want you to remember what we have already had. Can you imagine how good it can be in the future?
Yours and yours only,
X. R. L.
I should probably resume my work on the novel. This can help my coming back.
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