Routine sinks me in. But I am fighting for my conscious self as hard as I can. And actually, I've got a lot of power in me.
I bought a simple paper organizer to write down everything and stop forgetting appointments and things to do. It gave me a chance to take a look over my life and plan in advance.
This week I am going lacto-ovo. I remember doing this in late 2009. People were unsupportive back then, they stay pretty much the same. Yet I'm doing this for myself. Lately I've been tracking some changes in my food pattern - I do not enjoy eating meat that much any more. Plus, I want to eat healthier. Going lacto-ovo and then vegetarian will at the very least restrict me from fast food and unhealthy choices I make when eating out.

Yesterday before sleep I pondered over some ideas and this morning I wrote a story. I am not very confident and content with it. It is not a story of happiness but it has a happy end.

I also noticed that I have started to mind my look more than before - doing all this make-up and dying my hair with henna...

By the way, new seasons of my favorite shows have started. So, once my new computer works properly (which I start to doubt) I will watch the episodes.