My Grabrhg!

Hello world!
Just thought it would be good to say hello.
Anyhow, I felt pretty good this week. I should even say that I felt happy.
Today I tried to install firefox 4 and failed. It required something my system could not (and never will) give it. That's sad. Someday I'll stay at home for half a week and update everything here. Or just ubuntu my computer (nice verb, isn't it?).
And though the week was that good, I feel tired and sad now. Maybe it is because I did not get enough sleep (due to my own lack of will) or because V. read this blog and now he is kind of depressed.
Now that I think of it, I was too honest here. It does not mean that I regret writing all this, but it probably will lead to some action from me. I am thinking of closing the blog, for it became too intimate (and I guess, it always was). If you still read this (or want to read it), comment please. I may change my mind about closing it and do something else instead.
I suppose that's not that I have these thoughts. It's that I write them here. I mean if V. did the same and I would have read it, I could be hurt as well. But he does not, so I'm not.

I registered my coursepaper this week. Now I just have to write it and I can forget about it for a while. (That's sarcasm)

Plus I met the guy who gave me the red balloon on Monday. He is totally crazy, which is a pity, actually. But I did not have to put notices that I prepared at home. They were simple "Looking for the artist with a balloon" and my trash e-mail. I got his number anyway.

I feel that this week was somehow a real turning point in my life. It's not that something happened, but the whole concept of my life has changed. I was happy and that was new for me, but it was also so natural that I was surprised. Maybe it will pass and I will go back to what I was before. But I don't think so. I realized what it's like to wake up and smile and feel energetic and content.