My inability

My inability to live a life I want to live... somehow scares me.

I 've been thinking about the priorities of my life today. And that's what I came with:

1. Learning which includes studying at the University and getting knowledge in different areas/sciences
2. Health is extremely important and that includes having good habits, too
3. Finding and improving my best and worst skills
4. Having fun
   

And I should mind the place where 'having fun' is now. It is the main thing that will help me to continue with my living. But I just have to keep in mind - my priorities today.