Loneliness

I feel lonely.
I live alone. I have few friends. I have nobody to talk to, well - nobody who'll listen. Though, that is only now that I can say this. I will not tell anything anybody.
I listen to the radio because it is so damn quiet here. It feels like the silence and the white darkness is eating me from the outside, filling my body, enveloping my heart in a thick mist.
I do not know what it is that I heed to do, where to go, what to thin about. I guess I'm a student and I am to study and study.
Am I unhappy? Ah, no. If there are people who is unhappy in their insanity then I am not among them.