I am having my final exams at the university. Less than a month and I will not be a student anymore. I do have this standard anxiety and worry about my future. But I am not afraid I won't find a job or will have a low salary. I am afraid I will continue to live my life in misery and won't change the world.
I've been thinking about what I got from my higher education. And looking back over these past years I get the impression that I tried to avoid doing much for the classes. I have quite successfully obtained a skill of evading work and procrastinating. And now I find myself with all these thoughts of what I would like to do and I think that I can achieve anything if I only try. Yet for the past years I have trained myself to not try harder no matter what. So yeah. What should I do with myself now?
To be continued...
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