I've sent a love letter to a friend and it was a mistake. But my summertime romance gives me hope and comfort as if I have something good in my life. No that did not come right. The truth is I can't move on. I have feelings for a person I might not see ever again. It makes me cry in the pillow before sleep and despise any possible relationship with anyone else.
I picked up unserious learning of Japanese again. Though I should concentrate more on my thesis and work right now.
I worry about my future. I have contract at work till April. I hope I will get fired but that means I will have less money for the next year. Free summer is tempting, though. And I actually enjoy corporate spirit. I am a loyal person and I love the place where I work.
I don't know what to do with my life. So many options and so little time. And yet I manage to spend days doing nothing. Like today I just was at my parents', chatting, visited my granny and did light grocery shopping for the next week.
And that is all that happened. *sigh*
Tomorrow is dnd, though. So it might be a better day.
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