I wanted to sort my life out and realized that I'd started driving myself to the edge. Even drafting a priorities list did not lighten this pressure a bit. I'd like to point out everything that provides me with stress right now:

• break up
• weight loss goal
• parents' and grandma's health issues
• work
• poor time management
• trying to do some writing
• university assignments keep piling on
  
• lack of sleep
• thoughts about past
  
• wretched weather
• Supernatural
  

I know I can endure and survive a lot and the situation is not critical yet. But it might as well proceed to be unbearable in a while. And it's almost 1 a.m. and I'm still not in bed.

I actually wanted to write about how I tend to analyze everything from the point of how much emotional energy it would take. Because sometimes I know I can do stuff but it will tire me and I'll end up a squeezed lemon so I don't even make attempts and then feel guilt - I could have done better. Should I try and push myself to the limits or deal with guilt? I'm sure that I can become stronger mentally (I did it in the past, too).