My hands are trembling whenever I think about making some decisions that may change my future. And yet again - there are so many opportunities that I am lost and scared.
I wanted to write on what's going on in my life.
Now I have some things to do:
1. finish all the anime that I once began watching (long-termed)
2. prepare for summer exams (long-termed)
3. meet professor and talk over my course work (at once!)
4. sort out my thoughts and feelings about life (long-long-termed)
5. speak up at every seminar (permanent)
And yet I feel like my life is going out of control and I let it be so.
I also thought about why I do not meet people from school - whether it is my fault or it is circumstances or our friendship was not that stable and strong. I guess that is my unwilling to be with people... or something else - you cannot be sure of this.
Now I'll finish my studies of theory (I'm scared to death of the upcoming exam - yet I do not prepare for seminars) and then I'll go to bad.
Bye-nee!
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