About school

When I was in school I did not like to learn poems and read the aloud in the class. Now I understand that there are some of the poems that I want to read to a lot of people. Like that one by Esenin, that I've learned and did not answer at class (I skipped school on that day - maybe I was ill). But now some of the things I've learned at school come back to me and I remember them from time to time. That's funny and nostalgic.
I jut wonder how I manage all the things? I mean on that week I watched a lot of anime and still had no troubles with University. For example, in two last days I:
1. Watched Genshiken (right, from 5 to 12 episode) + a few episodes of ongoings;
2. Was asked by Polyanskiy (I was happy about it) and prepaired for tomorrow.
So, I guess that my otakuness sometimes does not disturb my learning-process. Yosh! Tomorrow I'm going to the bookshop. And then go home :P

My Apathy

I am quite sad. I have no motivation again. For what should I do those courses? Why be better? Why world-domination? =)
Of course, I will get money from this - not so much, but still. If I do not fail exams, that is.
I have not written here forever. I will think this over and reconsider my behavior :P

Writing Lectures

Can be tough because of the speed that the lecturer reads material.
So a lot of abbreviations and shortenings are used.
Here is the link for Latin abbreviations:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_Latin_abbreviations
Hope, that will help you.

I made a cloud today

There are some fireworks because of the science festival and I just imagined that these sounds are war-like and got goosebumps all over my body. Though, it is over now.
Well, I went at that science festival. It is the third in the city and the second for me. I did not get that excited, though. I liked asus's girl with whom I chatted a little most of all. They had linux on the new asus eee pc 901. That looked cool and now I know that white asuses are beautiful.
Also i did not like it because it was like a show and nothing more. It was 6 p.m. when I got there and people were tired and kinda unfriendly. And I screwed up the efforts of Aviation University because I just haven't noticed that mayor was behind me - I've been reading the paper of the Aviation University at that time. and there were a lot of people, too because of the mayor. I did not quite like it.
I made a cloud, though. There was a machine that made clouds. I felt like I was a creator. Pretty cool, huh? X)
I am so damn tired because of this prof. Cleary's course - I had to make a synopsis yesterday and I've been doing it to the 2 a.m.
And now it is 9 p.m. and I only mad my English courses.
Ah, we had a meeting with our curator of the group and I was late because nobody told me where it would be. It sux. I donno what to do tomorrow. Maybe I'll skip a lecture to read some material on the Theory of Gov and Law. Nah. And then I'll just go home.

So

I haven't been writing here for a while, sorry. I am thinking of riting some good article for students, by the way.

Today I got angry as I had to go in the rain twice and I was all wet and soaked.
I went to the library and made the librarian let me go inside with my bag (it is forbidden,though, I do not know why). And I did half of my homework for the next week for one subject. I also took a book for free about constitutions of different foreign countries and borrowed a maths book (ha-ha).
I watched one episode of Nabari no Ou in Japanese and one with English subs. Ok, in the first case I understood about 10% or less of what they were talking, and they talked a lot x_x
Tomorrow I'll go to sambo class and I did not go on Monday but now my cough is better than it was.
That's it I guess.

And don't forget to make a speech for the next British History class.

Another song

by MUSE today.

Follow through
Make your dreams come true
Don't give up the fight
You will be all right
Cause there's no one like you
In the universe

Don't be afraid
What your mind conceives
You should make a stand
Stand up for what you believe
And tonight we can truly say
Together we're invincible

And during the struggle
They will pull us down
But please, please let's use this chance to
Turn things around
And tonight we can truly say
Together we're invincible

Do it on your own
Makes no difference to me
What you leave behind
What you choose to be
and whatever they say
Your soul's unbreakable

And tra-la-la...

They sing it kinda... another way of what you'd think, knowing the words.

So...

...by the end of the week I have: One non-attestation (we do have those kind of marks for our month work), one minus and bad health.
Damn, I have to live with my choice, I know it, but...

Motivating song by within temptation

heh. I've been told to listen to it
Stand my ground

I can see
when you stay low nothing happens
Does it feel right ?

Late at night
things I thought I put behind me
haunt my mind

I just know there's no escape now
once it sets it's eyes on you
but I won't run, have to stare it in the eye

Stand my ground, I won't give in
No more denying, I gotta face it
Won't close my eyes and hide the truth inside
If I don't make it, someone else will
Stand My Ground

It's all around
getting stronger, coming closer
into my world

I can feel
that it's time for me to face it
can I take it?

Though this might just be the ending
of the life I held so dear
but I won't run, there's no turning back from here

Stand my ground, I won't give in
No more denying, I gotta face it
Won't close my eyes and hide the truth inside
If I don't make it, someone else will
Stand My Ground

All I know for sure is I'm trying
I will always stand my ground

Stand my ground, I won't give in (I won't give in)
I won't give up (I won't give up)
no more denying, I got to face it
won't close my eyes and hide the truth inside
if I don't make it, someone else will

Stand my ground, I won't give in
No more denying, I gotta face it
Won't close my eyes and hide the truth inside
If I don't make it, someone else will
Stand My Ground.

Uh-uh.

Today (list again cause I'm lazy):

1. I participated in the intellectual game WWW - what?where?when? as a member of the group called "the seventh feeling" It was fun. Though, I sucked and did not know any answer.
2. I had the first training of Sambo and I liked it. Sambo is a sport (for those, who don't know it). Though, I did not know how to do most of things.
   
3. I ate meat today. Yay!
4. I got "Excellent" mark at British History. Mua-ha-ha!

Hm. I thought I had more things to tell. Ok then. Bye-nee!