I've never been in a normal relationship and it feels strange to hang out with someone on a regular basis. Though, I would have prefered it to be fully stated and everything talked over, but unfortunately that's not how it works between people.
The thought has crossed my mind just now - it's no fun to do things when he is not around. It is scary because no one wants to be hurt but s/he can hurt easily. Well, I'm afraid of being dependent on people because I am aware of what comes next. Pain... I guess I cannot let myself be happy, I have to depress myself till my mind is set on destruction mode. Huh.
I've slept through the first seminar of civil law and read a book at the second. I did answer twice, too. I rule. Well, it comes to me more and more lately - that I am cool and awesome. Maybe that's because I wake up at 5-30 and feel more empowered (today does not count - it rains and I was sleepy). Maybe that's because I have a person to compare myself with. Hahaha. Sorry. Maybe that's what happens when exams have passed and have been forgotten.
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