I've always been thinking of time as a series of successive events. Because time is not really days/hours/minutes/seconds but things that happen. That's why I feel that a lot of stuff have happened since particular day and I presume that a long time has passed. I often realize that it has not been so and it wasn't 'ages' but days. But I exist at the present time, anticipating the things happening around me. Nonetheless I can come back in time using my memories, which I prefer to refer to as my 'Analogue Time Machine'. It is more complicated with the future, though. The future always changes, and I fail at trying to make it clear and stable for me.
This perception of time helps me not to miss anybody because I can come back in time to tell them something, to listen to their advices or just to laugh at stupid jokes together. I can also change my past, changing my memories, deleting them, making new ones. It sometimes feels like cheating, sometimes unsafe and then I become unstable in the present. Well, I manage.
Anyway, this is my first attempt to try to write detailed description of my perception of time. So I guess I may have made a few mistakes or maybe I did not get it the way it is, or maybe it is not the way it should be.
But that's it.
Sunday, March 14, 2010
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