My student years are coming to an end. I have half a year of studies, then writing my thesis and I'll get the diploma in summer. That's probably one of the reasons I do not post here much. I do not feel like I am a student, working and worrying about money and holidays.
I am still disorganized, too. Well, I did not set 'blogging' as one of my highest priorities - mainly, because it does not bring me money. And - whoah - I did not get payment in over half a year. I'll start to get my few hundred bucks this month again. Which is good, of course. But it does not make me want to work more. Actually, I'm pretty much fed up with this work.
I've been working for this company for 2 full years. Surely, I had my falls and rises. I can even remember a few moments of success and excitement. But - a few for 2 years... and continuous sulk and sadness for weeks and months. Is it worth it?
Do people lie when they say you can be successful in self-employment? What are the chances, really? And what's more important - what should I do?
Because right now I'm literally broke. I still have some savings that could get me through a few more months (another 6 months with strong parents' support like rent payments, doing shopping together). But that's not much. And I do not have any income other than my job.
I should think of something fast. Or else I would be stuck in this (or similar) hell for years or maybe for the rest of my life. What I would like to tell myself right now is RUN!
I am still disorganized, too. Well, I did not set 'blogging' as one of my highest priorities - mainly, because it does not bring me money. And - whoah - I did not get payment in over half a year. I'll start to get my few hundred bucks this month again. Which is good, of course. But it does not make me want to work more. Actually, I'm pretty much fed up with this work.
I've been working for this company for 2 full years. Surely, I had my falls and rises. I can even remember a few moments of success and excitement. But - a few for 2 years... and continuous sulk and sadness for weeks and months. Is it worth it?
Do people lie when they say you can be successful in self-employment? What are the chances, really? And what's more important - what should I do?
Because right now I'm literally broke. I still have some savings that could get me through a few more months (another 6 months with strong parents' support like rent payments, doing shopping together). But that's not much. And I do not have any income other than my job.
I should think of something fast. Or else I would be stuck in this (or similar) hell for years or maybe for the rest of my life. What I would like to tell myself right now is RUN!
